Wez's run up 2 surgery
by Wesley George
(Manchester, England)
Standing tall
omg where to begin
i really want this surgery because i know it will help me get back to the chaos i call normality.
but with only one day left till my operation I'm starting to get scared.
I keep joking and acting normal with family members and friends but when i start to think about i just cant help getting anxious.
i had my accident in October of 07 and since then i have seemed ok but now im real close to surgery i just dont know what to do.
i feel like im taking it out on others as well (me and my GF haven't been great lately) i was wondering is this really normal?, am i just under a lot of stress?, or am i just being melodramatic? if anyone could contact me with their run up to surgery and how they coped or managed it would be really appreciated.
thanks
wez